Late night thoughts

I have lacked motivation to write a new blog post lately because I kept thinking who the hell will read my posts? Why would people be interested in getting to know me. So I'm still new to this blogging thing, but I'm going to get better. 

First of all I wanna say the last two weeks have been very emotionally draining, I just haven't had the energy to update my blog. 

Anxiety and depression almost took over my friendships, my relationship with my boyfriend and my family.

Luckily, my friends and I are still okay. Boyfriend and I are still okay, family and I are a bit ehhh right now because of a lot of stress happening in all of our lives.

Also! I've recently had an allergic reaction to a specific medicine that was supposed to help relieve my infected stretched ears. Nope, it made everything worse.

I kept getting faux fevers. Like... Actual fevers but my temperature was still fine 98.6 so I thought wtf? Because my face was hot, everything in my body was hot as hell. I was having a hard time sleeping because my body was having chills and I was sweating an hour later. It just made no sense. THEN I became itchy. And later... Hives developed all over my body. Ugly... Red patches on my skin, and it felt REALLY irritating!!

I am currently slowly getting better because I'm on a new medicine now to reduce the itchiness but damn. I've been through a lot the last few weeks. Other stuff I don't need to talk about but.. Yeah whatever lol. I'm going to bed now, so sorry for the Debbie Downer post :/ I just have been through a hell of a lot. Bye now!