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APPRECIATE...

the little things in life.

Appreciate the days you are alive.
Appreciate your lover.
Appreciate your family.
Appreciate the fact you have a roof over your head.


JUST. APPRECIATE. WHAT YOU HAVE.

I have been going through an enormous emotional roller coaster the last few weeks again. Sometimes I'll get in this manic mood where I will post a ton of stuff, sometimes I have no idea what to write about.


OKAY.

Recently, I have spent time... Overanalyzing... Worrying... Crying....
over almost everything.

My boyfriend and I have almost hit a couple of rough patches. 
Keep in mind. Its a long distance relationship for now. And it is so hard. Almost unbearably hard. I will admit, there have been times, where we both wonder if we are better off without each other but honestly every time we talk, every time we Skype, I look at him and I wonder, "How could I be able.. to live without him? How could I stand to not tell him anything? To not talk to him at all"

After all. You know the saying.. LOVE conquers all. No matter what. If both you and your partner are willing to work it out. You WILL make it through.

It is unbelievably hard. 

UNBELIEVABLY HARD to be away from him. It is so hard not being able to kiss him at night, and turn over and cuddle him when I feel like crying.

It is so damn hard, when other people bitch and moan about not seeing their significant other for only three days. When I have not gotten the chance to see my love.

so....

People... you need to appreciate what you have. And trust God. God willing, things will work out for you.

ALSO. It is very hard for my boyfriend too to be away from me. But we are going to be united for the first time in a few weeks and I am beyond excited. I really look forward to seeing him, to going out on dates, to just being with him.

Its going to be amazing.

AGAIN. 
It is not easy to be in a long distance relationship, but it all is worth it in the end.